Megan (jehoshabeath) wrote,

  • Mood:

"but it's still cold..I think.."

It has been chilly, well, downright almost cold the past two days.
I had to get out a winter blanket last night. And I don't know what was in it, but it made me sooo stuffy! And it's a heavy blanket so it is crudhing the giant stuffed clownfish ^_^

I was supposed to be at the Urasenke Headquarters today, but it was cancelled and so I am at college talking to my mom on AIM^^

For one of the first times in my life, I am slowly being able to imagine things concretely. Usually when I day dream, it's very idealistic and not much actual "form" or "experience" is connected to it. It's more hazy like a dream.
But I can actually think about some time and feel like I am there - rather than just get sadly nostalgic about it. So sometimes I think about home - but intead of getting depressed, it can be amusing or comforting. It's pretty fun. But it shows how powerful the mind can be - and scarier, still, is I have no idea how the mind *does* work? I mean, how do all those neurons and cells translate into thoughts and dreams? Someone said once: "Making things is fraught with terror..." soemtimes it *is* scary how we make simple thoughts in our heads and yet some complex and amazing processes are at work for it to happen.

  • A little light of beauty

    I forgot how much I love this album... (tears) Oraanu / Cartographer by ES Posthumus I used to listen to this music while I wrote descriptive…

  • for the joy

    Our Lord Jesus "... for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross..." Hebrews 12:2 I often remember Psalm 22. But often I only remember the…

  • Kumi ori

    "Arise, shine; For your light has come! And the glory of the Lord is risen upon you." Isaiah 60:1 "Then He took the child by the hand, and said to…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.