I AM: A lover of beautiful things
I WANT: the book I ordered (aka - I want images from Master and Commander^^
I HAVE: 2 plushies!!!!!! say hi to Frodo and Horatio!
I WISH: Akitsugu was real
I HATE: stupid ppl/disrespectful ppl
I MISS: cobblestone streets and medieval carved buildings in Zagreb
I FEAR: the choices I will have to make in the near future
I HEAR: that it will snow tonight?
I SEARCH: for beatiful scenes and screenshots in life
I WONDER: if I can live a normal life with a house and life of my own (cause I cant imagine it and cant believe it possible)
I REGRET: misunderstandings of the past
I LOVE: obsessions for books/movies/characters all of which do not exist and pass by each few months
I ACHE: when I think about the fact that I "can" love things OTHER than fantasy creations
I AM NOT: able to deal with arguments or make decisions
I DANCE STAND: uh I dont dance, thank you..O.o;
I SING: along with music a lot, and sometimes embarrass myself
I CRY: when I get nostalgic
I AM NOT ALWAYS: totally honest; but I make what I believe the truth in my mind
I WRITE: occassionally - I have a novel thats been in progress for 7 years
I CONFUSE: everyone
I NEED: to exist in a realm cut off from normal humanity where all that matters is purity and the search for wisdom
I SHOULD: try to fit in with the world and start thinking about my future
x. father thinks i am: smart, too open about personal stuff, interesting, funny
x. mother thinks i am: smarter than she is, a good Christian, positive, wise
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: I dont have one - could I, even?
x. you get embarrassed when: I make mistakes, fail things, can't complete tasks, realize my imperfections
x. makes you happy: a cloudy sky with sun-rays slipping out in beams, getting emails, getting packages in the mail, downloading pics and making them into icons/wallpapers, drawing, thinking, dreaming
x. upsets you: my mistakes, other's rudeness or immaturity, ppl who keep hrassing me about my future plans
yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: yeah - 2 kinda
x. you like to cook: no - I am scared of it!
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes, I do, many, mostly related to my daydreaming...
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: no, not anymore
x. you bite your fingernails: ohhh yes - and I make them BLEED!!!
x. you believe in love: I think it is nice for those who have a partner, and beautiful for those who die for a love of an ideal, but as for me, I guess I can climb the platonic ladder, like I have been my whole life (note that I missed the first wrung for 19 yrs! which is love for an individual)
The weirdest person you know: Muad'dib, er, uh, Tony! (in a good way)
the Loudest Person you know:
Your close friends: Laura, Sylvia, my brother, etcetc (note I left out Nichole, my "best friend- no longer")
the Person that Knows the Most about you: my mom?
your most overused phrase on IM: teehee
the last image/thought you go to sleep with: my sotries..always my stories....
your best feature: um I like..MY GLASSES!!
Inside joke: jump frog jump!
2. Do You...?
take a shower everyday: yeah
have a(any) crush(es): nope - I have nothing against them..but I dont have any
think you know you've been in love: almost - and it scared me
want to get married: no. no I dont think I can. ever. I am highly doubtful anyway.
piercings/where?: I had some in my ears but they have swelled shut years and years ago after being infected...so no
get motion sickness: nope I love being in motion - I wanna be moving ALL the time - thus why I wanna live on an old wooden ship :D
think you're a health freak: nah - lol
like thunderstorms: yeah, sometimes
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF
Ryan: Ryan Styles!!!
Rob: someone I dont know
Drew: yes I drew a pic!
Stephanie: um there were 2 in my second grade class in elementary school....
Amy: sounds like amie - friend
Paul: PAUL ATREIDES from DUNE!!!!!!
Eve: Eve->Eva= Frederick Fleet's wife who died in December 1964
John: my pap^^
Laura: Laura from Japan House! yay
Alex: from the Jpn Club!
SCREEN NAMES: CuivienenIrohael, Muaddibsama, setsukachan, epyon32 (I think)
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: dirty blond
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: natural :-P
EYE COLOR: greenish color
BIRTHPLACE: West Milton, PA
( FAVORITES )
COLOR: maroon, moss, white, grey
SONG: there's so many...Inama Nushif!!!!!!
FOOD: mmm a Friendly's Reeces Peices Sundae^________^
DRINK: um Green tea or Hot chocolate
ALCOHOLIC: Rivendell Sunrise ;) muahahaha
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? um...I am scared *runs away*
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? Hot CHOCOLATE!
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? uhhhhhh dark or white
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? more or less :-P (comp viruses make a person do crazy things^^)
HELPED SOMEONE? uh, not that I can remember
BOUGHT SOMETHING? nope - I dont do that too often
GOTTEN SICK? almost
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no, but Monday I did (I snuck out of the house to see Master and Commander again^.^)
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no, and I missed lunch too, kinda
SAID I LOVE YOU? I said "<3" to my mom, does that count?
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no...I should though
TALKED TO AN EX? yeah! lol! kinda, if Aaron counts as my first and only almost boyfriend
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yeppers
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? only in my mind - Akitsugu!!!!
MISSED SOMEONE? eh, not really
HUGGED SOMEONE? no - just the plushies!
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? I dont think I ever do that O.o
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Nope - but I dreampt about it ;)
Name 10 bands or whatever you listen to:
Soundtracks (LOTR, Matrix, Dune, etc), Anime, TRANCE, Goo goo Dolls, Dido, REM!, System of a Down, Linkin Park
Name 9 things you hate:
mean ppl, drunk ppl, inconsiderate ppl, guilt, mold, spiders!, a cold bedroom, a cold shower!, unsharpened pencils
Would You Ever...
1. Eat a bug? ONLY IF it were dead and small and crispy
2. Bungee jump? no!!!!!!!
3. Hang glide? maybe
4. Kill someone? hmmm...I dont think I have the will power :-P
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8. Parachute from a plane? No..
9. Walk on hot coals? nah - I'll stick to makin' the fingernails bleed!
10. Go out with someone for their looks? blah no
11. For their reputation? no!!!
12. Be a vegetarian? Na, I'd get hungery :-P
13. Wear plaid with stripes? hmmm - no
14. IM a stranger: only if I had read their info/knew a little SOMETHING about them
15. Sing karaoke? maybe
17. Shoplift? No
18. Run a red light? no!
19. Star in a porn video? No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20. Dye your hair blue? maybe red but not blue
21. Be on Survivor? no - yargness!
22. Wear makeup in public? uh..maybe - if it were a REALLY special occassion and I felt..obligated?
23. NOT wear makeup in public? EVERYDAY! :D woot
24. Cheat on a test? no, never, I would be forced to commit seppuku/hara kiri!
25. Make someone cry? not on purpose, but I have done it by accident...
26. Call your math teacher a **********? LOL me?! I dont even swear with the little words!
27. Kick a baby? noo...but I still dont like babies >.<
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? uh... maybe..but ten is pushing it...maybe 8...
29. Cuss out a priest? Hi dad *halo*
30. Take a job as a janitor? I would do it before I would wanna be a president or a company manager
31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? Noooooooooooooooo >.<
32. Stay up all through the night? sure XD
33. Drink straight espresso? hmm possibly