That was the worst of it - the not knowing...
AAt least the whole night wasn't that way....well, it didnt start that way..I did enjoy the time around 11 or so pm. I was listening to music; and usually when I do so, I draw or read, but last night I just concentrated on visualizing my stories.
I was always told: "show, don't tell when writing". So, instead of desperately trying to conjure up words and phrases of interest, I just watched various scenes in my head like a movie. It was great! I wish my mind always worked so fluidly!! And I wish I could get the ideas down on paper...but they never come out as good as I want so I get easily frusterated^^