Megan (jehoshabeath) wrote,

  • Mood:
  • Music:

Conversations, thoughts, tired x.x

CuivienenIrohael: on MWF I have work from 9-10 and then classes start and on T, Th I have class starting at 9

Fhermes16: that's oddly planed

CuivienenIrohael: yeah well the alternative was to work late in the afternoons and by then I am so tired that I cant stand working - lol - so better to get it over with (plus it means I dont have to reset my alarm every night)
CuivienenIrohael: ^^

Fhermes16: how do you look at the positive of things?
CuivienenIrohael: what do you

Fhermes16: i suppose no one can answer that type of question

CuivienenIrohael: *megan smiles and shrugs* I dunnos - I guess it comes from a wanting of life to be beautiful - and since I want it to be that way, I make it that way in my mind - whether it is or not I wont be satisfied unless it is good - or something^^

I am proud of my efforts today: I drew stuff, did the main part of my hw (that for tomorrow), and worked on my Kansai Gaidai application essays....but no matter how much effort I put in the work load just stretches on and now with Khansensei's increasing of the assigned reading I am not hopeful that I will be able to get all of this infernal work done ever. But I wont whine about it any more. I am all kinds of Hiwatari/Subaru/Shoin happy with manga and such things and it is time for sleeping - which also makes me happy. I can think on manga, Japanese, katsucon, my new Hiwatari-kun pics^^ and such things (and for some reason yaoi has been on my mind to but I won't go there...O.o)

Also...on the topic of sleeping....
(It seems that when I am in an overwhelming place or time, my bed is the best comfort of all. Sleep=rest and forgetfulness and it is sooo wonderful to just relax and "giv up" for the day. I luv my bed. But for some odd reason I woke up at an early time of 5 or 6 am and thought it was 8 and so I turned on the light, got clothes out and realized that I had 2 hrs to sleep and immediately crashed back into sleep - was I sleepwalking or really awake??)

Well, my legs are all sore from sitting here and so I am gonna go to bed now....

Tags: art, beauty, hope, joy, sleep, travel

  • A little light of beauty

    I forgot how much I love this album... (tears) Oraanu / Cartographer by ES Posthumus I used to listen to this music while I wrote descriptive…

  • Every Cloud

    Rameses B - Every Cloud Have faith Have great faith in His love

  • Jesus Christ

    Curious about something... In the Gospels, where is the first time that we see Jesus refer to Himself as "Jesus Christ", with these words? Is it in…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.