The question is first raised.
"You do it à l'outrance"
"Come on, find the edges-"
"My true vocation, my sole purpose in life"
I'll continue working 一生懸命
I work 一生懸命 (with all my might)
Yes, I know that neither interest nor personality disorder defines a person - identity is not found in those things; but I feel that it would give me a great deal of peace to better understand what drives this mental engine. I don't want to find myself traversing the world in an endless, aimless offensive campaign for knowledge. I'd much rather put that energy to use for my Captain, Jesus. But if I don't have a firm grasp on the talent, how can it be applied?