Megan (jehoshabeath) wrote,

Dive into...!?

At the office, I tire out more quickly when I'm waiting than when I have a series of reports to run and errors to debug.

When I'm working on a report, I slip into processing mode. I dump all the data blocks on the screen and sort them into place until order is achieved and meaning is found. When I'm waiting for a new assignment, though, I find that I can't rest. My system is edgy. It's ready to jump into the data pool at any moment...but...where is it? So my foot starts tapping, I pick at my fingernails or my lanyard or my plastic watch band, and my eyes dart from webpage to webpage looking for something to latch onto so I can commence climbing. At the end of the day, I feel like my brain has been in a million different places and I'm exhausted.
Tags: aspergers, interests, order, work

  • Kumi ori

    "Arise, shine; For your light has come! And the glory of the Lord is risen upon you." Isaiah 60:1 "Then He took the child by the hand, and said to…

  • His Love Protects Us

    "Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses." Proverbs 10:12 "Above all, maintain constant love for one another, for love covers a…

  • Under the Shadow of His Wings

    "Jerusalem, often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings..." Matthew 23:37 What…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.