I, however, feel more like a chameleon than a personality. I'll be minding my own business and then *magnet* I'm suddenly drawn with an incredible force toward some interest. I quickly tune into the frequency and converse with the interest for some time. My time, money, thoughts, and activities all revolve around it. Then, without warning, it fades into the distance and I continue on my way, devoid of the energy, curiosity, and loyalty that had once strengthened me for the pursuit. I forget what I'd been so obsessed about and forget the adventures I took in the course of exploring that foreign landscape. All the while, I find it hard to picture myself in a holistic way. I still see myself in screenshot, rather than in motion.
Will I be able to see myself in a larger context this year? Will I be able to put the character facets together and find the whole? Will I learn to live in motion? There's only one way to find out.
She picks up her helmet and says to the droid, "Let's go, G2-4T!" His binocular eyes turn to follow, but she's already hopped out the door.
"Wait for me!" he honks.