Trying to find it. To capture the elusive resonances and set them in structure where I can sit and experience them. All of those daydreams - just momentary scenes, really. Capturing and personifying things that I can't explain. I keep running back. Backward-forward progression. Or just a defensive mechanism.
What was I looking for? Articles about daydreams, introversion, introspection. I found this. What? That puts some words to the experiences that I can't explain.