Megan (jehoshabeath) wrote,

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The run

I'm trying to find a daydream. That sense when you know it's there and you've almost reached it, but it can't be restored. The feelings, the circumstances, the moment when all is suspended. In the midst of a delicate chaos.

Trying to find it. To capture the elusive resonances and set them in structure where I can sit and experience them. All of those daydreams - just momentary scenes, really. Capturing and personifying things that I can't explain. I keep running back. Backward-forward progression. Or just a defensive mechanism.

What was I looking for? Articles about daydreams, introversion, introspection. I found this. What? That puts some words to the experiences that I can't explain.
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