Megan (jehoshabeath) wrote,
Megan
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I'm realizing something about myself. I'm both sensitive and intense. Sensitive in the sense that the world's sounds, sights, and feelings impact me strongly. My internal equilibrium is disturbed easily by sensory inputs, perhaps because my nervous system is especially sensitive to any changes in my external environment.

At the same time, I'm intense in the sense that I approach the world in a forceful way. I want to explore, to understand, to experience. I dive into interests a l'outrance, travel to other countries to learn, and resonate with Drum and Bass music.

This confused me for a long time. I didn't understand how sensitive reception to the outward world could go hand-in-hand with this level of force reaching outward. It's something that I'm still growing to understand about myself.
Tags: anxiety, fox, hylonome, hyper-experience, intensity, neptune, pluto, salamander, sensitivity, sensory, squid, weasel
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